Abhipraya

I know it's too hard. Everything has changed. Everything has messed up. We want to do something but we can't. We have to leave, when we want to stay. We have to let go of what has been grasped. We  have to be patient to accept other people's unpleasant treatment. We have to fight harder, fight more, compared to others who are luckier. We have to bear the burdens and responsibilities that we don't really choose. A lot of expectations and demands are placed on us. 

Just remember, we are only human. We can get tired. We can get bored. We can get angry. We can get sad. Those are all natural human emotions. Sometimes we need a rest. Sometimes we need some hug. Sometimes we need to talk with someone. Unfortunately there is another problem, no one understands. The situation is less supportive, but we are always forced to look okay. We don't want to be laughed at by circumstances, do we?

Now, don't think too much what they've said.

Don't worry too much about what you shouldn't.

Don't stay if you're not expected.

Don't pursue what is not yours.

Don't push yourself.

Let it go.

You deserve to be happy.

It's okay to be honest.

It's okay to say no.

It's okay to cry.

It's okay to be different.

It's okay if someone hates you.

No matter how kind we are, there will always be someone who doesn't like. It's none of our business, that's his/her business with his/her God. Our jobs are to do good to everyone and be the best version of us.

You just need to take a deep breath. Then hand it over to Allah. Allah knows.

"For all the feelings that I feel, for all the struggles I've been through, for all the burdens I'm carrying. I ask you, O Allah, strengthen this heart, strengthen these bones, and strengthen this back. Please. I'm begging, God."

"And for myself, thank you for fighting and never giving up till this time."